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我是一个硬盘(开始以为是一个笑话,看到最后才发现很感人)

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发表于 2006-4-20 16:35:00 | 显示全部楼层 |阅读模式
>>> > > 我是一个硬盘.
>>>> > 在一个普普通通的台式机里工作。别人总认为我们是高科技白领,工作又干净

>>> 体
>>>> > 面,似乎风光得很。也许他们是因为看到洁白漂亮的机箱才有这样的错觉吧。

>>> 实
>>>> > 象我们这样的小台式机,工作环境狭迫,里面的灰尘吓得死人。每天生活死水

>>>> > 潭,工作机械重复。跑跑文字处理看看电影还凑活,真要遇到什么大软件和游
>>> 戏,
>>>> > 上上下下就要忙的团团转,最后还常常要死机。
>>>> >
>>>> > 我们这一行技术变化快,差不多每过两三年就要升级换代,所以人人都很有压

>>> 而
>>>> > 且没有安全感。每个新板卡来的时候都神采飞扬踌躇满志,几年光阴一过,就

>>> 得
>>>> > 灰头土脸意志消沉。机箱里的人都很羡慕能去别的机器工作。特别是去那些笔

>>>> > 本,经常可以出差飞来飞去,住五星级的酒店,还不用干重活,运行运行
>>> word,上
>>>> > 网聊聊天就行了。
>>>> >
>>>> > 但我更喜欢去那些大服务器,在特别干净明亮的机房里工作。虽然工作时间长
>>> 点,
>>>> > 但是福利好,24小时不间断电ups,而且还有阵列,热插拔,几个人做一个人的
>>> 事
>>>> > 情,多轻松啊。而且也很有面子,只运行关键应用,不象我们这里,什么乱七

>>> 糟
>>>> > 的事情都要做。不过我知道,那些硬盘都很厉害,不是SCSI,就是 SCSI
>>>> > II,Fibrechannel,象我这样IDE的,能混到工作站就算很不错了。
>>>> >
>>>> > 我常常想,当年在工厂里,如果我努力一下会不会也成了一个SCSI?或者至少

>>> 一
>>>> > 个笔记本硬盘。但我又会想,也许这些都是命运,不过我从不抱怨。内存就常

>>> 抱
>>>> > 怨,抱怨他们主板部门的复杂,抱怨他如何跟新来的杂牌内存不兼容,网卡和

>>> 视
>>>> > 卡又是如何的冲突。
>>>> >
>>>> > 我的朋友不多,内存算一个。他很瘦的而我很胖,他动作很快,而我总是很
>>> 慢。我
>>>> > 们是一起来这台机器的,他总是不停地说,而我只是听,我从来不说。
>>>> >
>>>> > 内存的头脑很简单,虽然英文名字叫Memory,可是他什么Memory都不会有,天

>>> 的
>>>> > 事睡一觉就能忘个精光。我不说,但我会记得所有的细节。他说我这样忧郁的

>>> 不
>>>> > 适合作技术活,迟早要精神分裂。我笑笑,因为我相信自己的容量。
>>>> >
>>>> > 有时候我也很喜欢这份工作,简单,既不用象显示器那样一天到晚被老板盯
>>> 着,也
>>>> > 不用象光驱那样对付外面的光碟。只要和文件打交道就行了,无非是读读写
>>> 写,很
>>>> > 单纯安静的生活。直到有一天……
>>>> >
>>>> > 我至今还记得那渐渐掀起的机箱的盖子,从缺口伸进来的光柱越来越宽,也越

>>> 越
>>>> > 亮。空气里弥漫着跳动的颗粒。那个时候,我看到了她。她是那么的纤细瘦
>>> 弱,银
>>>> > 白的外壳一闪一闪的。浑身上下的做工都很精致光洁,让我不禁惭愧自己的粗
>>> 笨。
>>>> > 等到数据线把我们连在一起,我才缓过神来。开机的那一刹那,我感到了电流

>>> 平
>>>> > 时的不同。后来内存曾经笑话我,说我们这里只要有新人来,电流都会不同
>>> 的,上
>>>> > 次新内存来也是这样。我觉得他是胡扯。我尽量的保持镇定,显出一副很专业

>>> 样
>>>> > 子,只是淡淡的向她问好并介绍工作环境。慢慢的,我知道了,她,IBM-
>>>> > DJSA220,是一个笔记本硬盘,在老板朋友的笔记本里做事。这次来是为了复制
>>> 一
>>>> > 些文件。我们聊得很开心。她告诉我很多旅行的趣闻,告诉我坐飞机是怎么样
>>> 的,
>>>> > 坐汽车的颠簸又是如何的不同,给我看很多漂亮的照片、游记,还有一次她从

>>> 子
>>>> > 上掉下来的历险故事。而我则卖弄各种网上下载来的故事和笑话。
>>>> >
>>>> > 她笑得很开心。
>>>> >
>>>> > 而我很惊讶自己可以说个不停。
>>>> >
>>>> > 一个早晨,开机后我看到数据线上空荡荡的插口。她一共呆了7天。后来,我再
>>> 也
>>>> > 没有见过她。我有点后悔没有交换电子邮件,也没能和她道别。不忙的时候,

>>> 会
>>>> > 一个人怀念伸进机箱的那股阳光。
>>>> >
>>>> > 我不知道记忆这个词是什么意思,我有的只是她留下的许多文件。我把它们排

>>> 整
>>>> > 整齐齐,放在我最常经过的地方。每次磁头从它们身上掠过,我都会感到一丝

>>> 淡
>>>> > 的惬意。
>>>> >
>>>> > 但我没有想到老板会要我删除这些文件。我想争辩还有足够的空间,但毫无用
>>>> > 处。于是,平生第一次违背命令,我偷偷修改了文件分配表。然后把他们都藏

>>> 了
>>>> > 一个秘密的地方,再把那里标志成坏扇区。不会有人来过问坏扇区。而那里,

>>> 成
>>>> > 了我唯一的秘密,我常常去看他们,虽然从不作停留。
>>>> >
>>>> > 日子一天一天的重复,读取写入,读取写入……我以为永远都会这样继续下
去,直
>>> 到
>>>> > 一天,老板要装xp却发现没有足够的空间。他发现了问题,想去修复那些坏扇
>>> 区。
>>>> > 我拒绝了。很快,我接到了新命令∶格式化。
>>>> >
>>>> > 我犹豫了很久 ……………………
>>>> >
>>>> > track 0 bad,disk unusable
>>>> >
>>>> >
>>>> >
>>>> > 我是一条内存.
>>>> >
>>>> > 我在一台台式电脑里工作,但是我记不得我是从哪里来的,是什么牌子,因为

>>> 健
>>>> > 忘。我的上司是cpu大哥,他是我们的老大。都说他是电脑的脑子,可是我看他
>>> 的
>>>> > 脑子实在是太小了,比我还要健忘。每天他总是不停的问我,某某页某某地址

>>> 的
>>>> > 是什么?我总是不厌其烦的告诉他,可是不出一秒钟他又忘记了,又要问一
>>> 遍,一
>>>> > 次我说大哥你烦不烦,你就不能记住点有用的东西?他说“内存兄弟,我有苦

>>>> > 啊,每天都在不停地做题,头晕眼花的,我也难啊。”
>>>> >
>>>> > 其实我不愿意跟他计较,因为他脑子小,思维也很简单。虽然说他是我的上
>>>> > 司,可是每次睡觉醒来,他连要干什么都不记得了,总是急急忙忙地找BIOS兄
>>>> > 弟,“嘿,哥们,今天干什么来着”。bios总是很不耐烦地把每天必做的工作
说一
>>>> > 遍,然后就去睡觉了。接下来就轮到我和C哥瞎忙了。
>>>> >
>>>> >
>>>> > 在机箱里的兄弟中,我最喜欢硬盘。他脑子大,记得东西多,而且记得牢。他

>>> 话
>>>> > 的速度很慢,而且很少说错,这说明他很有深度,我这么感觉。CPU也这么
>>> 想,不
>>>> > 过他很笨,每次都忘了硬盘是谁。开机自检的时候总要问∶“嘿,那家伙是
谁?”
>>>> >
>>>> > “ST!”我总要重复一遍。
>>>> >
>>>> > 硬盘很喜欢忧郁,我觉得象他这样忧郁的人不适合做技术活,迟早会精神分裂
>>>> > 的,但是他不信。
>>>> >
>>>> > 其实睡着的时候我总是把几乎所有的东西都忘记掉,但是我从来都不会忘记朋
>>>> > 友。有一块地方叫做CMOS,那是我记忆的最深处,保存着硬盘、光驱的名字。

>>> 些
>>>> > 东西应该很快忘掉,而有些东西应该永远记得。我在梦中总是这么想着。
>>>> >
>>>> > BIOS是一个很奇怪的家伙,他老是睡觉,但是却总是第一个醒过来。让我们自
>>>> > 检,启动,然后接着睡觉。我知道如果我在CMOS里头把BIOS Shadow选项去
>>> 掉,他
>>>> > 就睡不成了,但是看着他晕晕乎乎的样子,也就不忍心这么做了。他对人总是

>>> 搭
>>>> > 不理,没有什么人了解他。但是这次硬盘恋爱的事,却使我重新认识了他。
>>>> >
>>>> > 那是很久以前的事了,机箱里似乎来过一块笔记本硬盘,很可爱,说实话我也

>>> 欢
>>>> > 她。不过现在除了记得他可爱,别的都忘记了。这就是我比硬盘幸运的地方,

>>> 把
>>>> > 所有应该忘记的都忘记了,但是他却什么都记得。
>>>> >
>>>> > 自从笔记本硬盘走了之后,硬盘就变得很不正常。每次他的磁头经过一些地方

>>> 时
>>>> > 候,我们都能感觉到电流很不正常。
>>>> > “硬盘这是怎么了?”我问CPU。
>>>> > “谁是硬盘?”
>>>> > 我就知道和CPU没有办法交流,倒是bios没好气地说∶“那个傻瓜恋爱了”。我
不知
>>>> 道
>>>> > 什么是恋爱,因为我记不住东西,似乎有一些人或者事在我生命中留下过痕
>>> 迹,但
>>>> > 是我都轻率地把他们忘记了。
>>>> >
>>>> > BIOS对我说∶“对你来说记忆太容易了,所以你遗忘得更快,生命中能够永刻
的记
>>> 忆
>>>> > 都带着痛楚。”我不懂,但是我知道BIOS曾经被刷写过,那时他很痛,象要死

>>> 一
>>>> > 样。我的记忆是轻浮的,不象他们……我很羡慕他们,因为他们拥有回忆,而
我们
>>>> > 有,从此我也学会了忧郁,因为我在CMOS里面写下了“忧郁”两个字。
>>>> >
>>>> > 硬盘一天比一天不对劲,终于有一天,CPU对问说∶“下条指令是什么来着?”
>>>> > 我一看,吓了一跳∶“format”
>>>> > “是什么?”CPU很兴奋,这个没脑子的家伙。
>>>> > 我还是告诉了他。我不知为什么这么做。
>>>> > 硬盘犹豫了很久,终于说了一句 Track 0 bad,Disk unusable。
>>>> > 电停了,很久很久,我在黑暗中数着时钟……
>>>> >
>>>> > 一个月后硬盘回来了,也许最后的挣扎也没有使他摆残酷的命运,他被低格
>>>> > 了。他什么也不记得了,如同一个婴儿,我们很难过,但是这未必不是一件好
>>> 事,
>>>> > 他以后不用痛苦了。
>>>> >
>>>> > 为了恢复数据,笔记本硬盘回来了。“Hi,ST”,她说,“你不认识我了?”
>>>> > 硬盘没有说话,似乎低格对他的伤害很大。
>>>> > 过了一会,他说∶“对不起,好象我们没有见过吧……”。
>>>> > 笔记本硬盘显得很伤心,我能感觉到她带泪的电流。“想不到连你也这么健
忘”。
>>>> > “哦……”。硬盘没有回答。
>>>> >
>>>> > 我很难过,笔记本硬盘的心里依然记着他,他却把一切都忘了,而那正是他最

>>> 希
>>>> > 望忘却的。究竟是幸运,还是痛苦,我说不上来,只是觉得造化弄人,有一种

>>> 淡
>>>> > 的悲凉。
>>>> > 这时从BIOS传来一阵奇怪的电流,我感觉到硬盘的表情在变化,由漠然到兴
>>>> > 奋,由兴奋到哀伤,由哀伤到狂喜……
>>>> > “IBM,你回来了……”。
>>>> > ……
>>>> > 后来BIOS对我说,其实他并没有睡觉,自从硬盘把那些文件藏起来以后,他就

>>> 到
>>>> > 会有这样的结局,于是偷偷地把其中一些文件放到了备份里。
>>>> > “幸好我是DUAL BIOS,虽然藏得不多,还足够让他想起来……”。
>>>> > 我想BIOS保存这些东西的时候一定很疼,当我问他“为什么这么做”时,BIOS
轻描
>>> 淡
>>>> > 写的说∶“呵呵,我们是朋友嘛”。
>>>> > 嗯,朋友,永远的朋友……
[em03]
发表于 2006-4-20 19:48:00 | 显示全部楼层
<P>不错,</P><P>我喜欢!</P>[em03]
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发表于 2006-4-20 23:10:00 | 显示全部楼层
<P>这个文章有点痞子蔡的风格</P><P>不同立场的角色对同一事件的心理描写的这种体裁的文章,似乎在MOP类FORUM上形成了一种特殊的写作潮流</P>
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发表于 2006-4-21 15:25:00 | 显示全部楼层
<P>不错,很感人...</P>
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发表于 2006-5-19 17:10:00 | 显示全部楼层
<P>好.相当好,</P>
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发表于 2006-5-22 09:47:00 | 显示全部楼层
[em14]
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发表于 2006-5-22 13:19:00 | 显示全部楼层
<P>不错!!!蛮感人的!!!</P>[em01][em01][em01][em01]
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发表于 2006-5-22 15:31:00 | 显示全部楼层
感人[em14][em14]
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发表于 2006-5-24 08:38:00 | 显示全部楼层
原來說出我門心聲,[em01][em14][em16]
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发表于 2006-5-24 17:02:00 | 显示全部楼层
呵呵
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发表于 2006-5-31 13:27:00 | 显示全部楼层
不错,喜欢
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发表于 2006-5-31 19:22:00 | 显示全部楼层
<P>太喜欢这篇文章了,看的我心酸酸的,真的很像现实的生活,友情,爱情,回忆</P>
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发表于 2006-6-1 13:55:00 | 显示全部楼层
<P>爱情真的太脆弱,</P><P>容不得一点点的误会</P>
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发表于 2006-7-4 17:47:00 | 显示全部楼层
<P>真的很感人!!不错的文章</P>
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发表于 2006-7-20 14:56:00 | 显示全部楼层
來個英文版的:
Story of A Hard Disk

    
  I am a hard disk, st380021a, performing my ordinary duty in an ordinary desktop computer. Others often have the impression that we are white collars working in high-tech industry with decent jobs and pleasant conditions. It may well appear so, if you are only fixing your eyes on the nice-looking white computer case. The truth is, for a small desktop like this, the confined cell and dusty air offer us nothing but a dull life. We can cope with some text processing or video playing, but when running big software or games, the highly demanding work drives us nuts and sometimes the system is forced to shut down. The technology in our industry develops so fast that a new generation surfaces almost every two or three years. We all here feel pressured with an uncertainty about our future. Every newcomer enters here with pride and ambition, but when you look at them a few years later, they all have the same deadpan face.
    
  My colleagues here all dream of opportunities to work in other computer cases. To them, a laptop computer would be the utopia in which they can travel world by air and rest in five-star hotels. All they need to do would be to run a word processor occasionally and chat on the Internet for fun. For me, however, I prefer to work in some large server, particularly in a bright and clean computer room. It may require longer working hours, but considering the welfare and benefits, it is worth it; 24 hours non-stop power supply, UPS, RAID, hot swap, simple group work, what an easy life!! Unlike the work we do here, they only run key applications and it is an honorable job indeed. However I know that hard disks who work there are high achievers, SCSI, or SCSI II, or Fibre Channel. For an IDE like me, I would give anything just to get a job in one of their workstations.
    
  Sometimes I wonder, if I had been a little more diligent in the factory, my life might be different now. I could have been made into a SCSI, or a laptop hard disk at least. I tell myself maybe it is all about fate. I never complain, unlike the Memory. He often complains about the complexity of his Motherboard Department, grumbling about how incompatible he is with those Johnny-come—lately memory chips, and how Network Interface Card and TV Card dislike each other.
    
  I don’t have many friends, and Memory is one of my close contacts. He is a skinny fellow while I am plump. He is swift but I am always slow. We came to this desktop at the same time. He talks, talks and talks, while I just listen with my mouth shut. I would say he hasn’t got a brain in his head. Despite his English name, Memory, ironically, his memory is like a sieve. He forgets everything after a sleep, no matter how significant it might be. I talk very little, but I remember every detail. He said technical work was no good for a man as melancholic as me and sooner or later I would be a victim of schizophrenia. Confident in my capacity, I only smiled at his words.
    
  Sometimes I do enjoy my simple work. Monitor has the master to stare at him all the time, CD-ROM has to deal with CDs coming from who-knows-where, while I just work with documents, just read and write. It is a life of simplicity and peace.
    
  Until that day…
    
  I still remember vividly how the computer case was opened inch by inch, and how the light grew brighter and brighter. Even the air danced with rhythm. I saw her... She was so slim in shining silver case. Her elegance reminded me of my clumsiness and put me to shame. I couldn't compose myself until we were connected with a cable. In that split second when power was turned on, I sensed an unusual electric current. (Memory later mocked me, saying the electric current changed each time there was a newcomer, the same with the arrival of that inexperienced memory last time. Spare me the nonsense!). I tried my best to remain calm with a professional manner. I tried to hide my feeling and simply gave her the proper introduction to the working conditions.
    
  Later I came to know her, ibm-djsa220, a laptop hard disk,working in the laptop computer of my master’s friend. She came here to copy some files. We chatted. It was good fun. She told me many interesting stories about her journey, shared her experience of traveling by air and described how it was different from bumpy trips on buses. She also showed me many beautiful photos, interesting travel journals. The story of her falling from a table was almost too much for me to bear. While I tried to flaunt myself outrageously with jokes and stories downloaded from the Internet, she laughed happily, and I was amazed that I could actually be so eloquent.
  
  One morning, when the power was turned on, I found nothing but an empty socket left in the place where she had stayed. My seven days of happiness ceased at that moment. I never saw her again. I regret that we didn’t exchange email addresses, and that I never had the chance to say goodbye.
    
  During my break times, I would bring back to mind that beam of light which penetrated into our computer case on that special day.
    
  The word “memory” does not have much meaning for me and what I have there are files she left. I sort them out neatly and place them in my frequently-visited space. Each time when the access arm runs over them, a faint happiness is refreshed in my body. One day, unexpectedly, my master asked me to delete these files. I tried to argue that there was still much room, but my battle didn’t make a difference. For the first time in my life, I disobeyed an order from him. I furtively reconfigured the file allocation table, hid these files in a secret place and marked it as “Bad Sector”. No one would access a bad sector and there my memory can remain.
    
  I often drop by to see them, although I never stay long.
    
  Days repeat themselves over and over again. Read and write … read and write… I thought I would go on like this forever, until one day, my master wanted to install XP and found there was not enough space. He discovered the bad sector and tried to fix it. I rejected his order and soon a new command came: FORMAT
    
  After a long hesitation, (I reported) ….
  track 0 bad,disk unusable
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发表于 2010-4-14 19:54:00 | 显示全部楼层
写的太经典了!
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发表于 2010-4-18 00:55:00 | 显示全部楼层
有点酸酸的感觉!
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